xiahme

I am coming.
To me ,love means endless pain.
I know him, I love him,but I can't be with him.
Now I can only love him in my heart,and can't let him know.
I watched him smile, watched him fall in love again,and all I can do is just smile.
I smiled to everyone to hide my sadness.
I just think the more I smile ,the more happiness I would have.
But now I know that is not ture.
The more I smile,the more tired I have felt.
Now my heart is already dead.
What should I do to make it alive again.